Well I remember why I stopped going to church tonight because I went because a friend asked me to go..m don't get me wrong I love my church its a wonderful place.... And the people are amazing.... But I don't have a thing to say and I don't socialize well I just don't... And I just feel weird... Its a feeling that makes me feel weird and out of place and even if no one else notices it doesn't matter I still feel that way and I don't know how to get over that hell I can barley go out with friends from work and be social... Just doesn't happen... On top of that I've had a crappy week and the stress is getting to me... I'm starting to feel nasious and sick and achy I know not good... A sure sign that I need to bring my stress level down.. Well now I'm tired and am going to sleep