learning about myself

Well tonight I leaned something about myself... something I would never have though of if it weren't for a task I was doing.. Well that's if she lets me continue on with the task! Lol.. I learned that I prefer to perform writting elemtnts for tasking... I find it much easier to request and do any sort of writting assignment with moderat, little or no physical interaction then I do with purley physical tasks... I mean yes I like the actual tasks themsevels the ones that have almost purley physical elements but for me I can requesting a writting task easier... a physical task... for me to do it I deffinetley think it would have to be assigned.. I prefer it that way! It is in truth easier for me ..... doing the writting task although makes me feel submissive and think hard... physical task do much more.. Its a reliztion it connects with your body and mind... now if I could only get my mind to calm down long enough to perform a physical task that would be wonderful!! I can't put into words how frustrating it is to want to do certain things but can't do it because of a physical limitation or more apptly fear.... so frustrating sometimes ok I really need to sleep good night!