oiy vey!

I'm having a bad day! Talk about bad times.. I ahvent done to my knoweledge one thing bad at work.. And I got written up.. I say what the heck inside my head of course.. I sat there and nodded and said okay and got reamed out yet again
And I couldn't help it.. I am super emotional person I cry easy.. And my manager said.. And well what is up ..... when I talk to you you always start crying.. I in a quiet and low voice said nothing is wrong I am fne... I really am just super emotional.. I hate feeling like I am not comfortable at work... I don't like this job.... I will not kill them with kindness.. But I will not be mean to them... I will simply keep being quiet not saying a word is best or saying as little as possible.. As long as my legs do not give out.. And I don't break down crying.... and no one yells at me... please just a little while longer... then I willl be fine.... I can't wait to go home... despite that I need the hours... I just wanna be at home right now and sleeping would be nice too!