sweet loving

do you ever wonder why certain symbols mean something to you? i do.. i wonder why some things are so vital to us.....for me.. my symbol that i love is a heart.....a heart symbolizes love... it also well to me symbolizes wholeness a completeness.. a heart symbolizes love and devotion.. and the giving of ones heart is a huge thing.... its special. hehe i always draw a heart on my hand.. its mything i draw i just do and its funny because its never a pefect heart.. drawn with straight lines and stuff or you know.. its always crooked somehow.. but love is not always perfect... in fact i dont think its ever perfect,.. but true love can be made to work.. love is and always will be a delicate thing that can stand lots of trials... a heart symbolizes love.. weather i draw a heart because of love.. or because i like the way it looks.. i dont know.. but thats my special symbol and just relizing that its always been a heart... not a flower.. not a yin yang sign.. but a heart.. maybe its because i have sooo much love.. i cant help it.. there are people that hate me.. but i still have so much love.. and i know i am always loved.. well and thouroughly.. maybe not physically loved.. but emotionally loved... and you know that saying.. stay sweet dont ever change.. well friends out there.. according to me at least.. and some others.. im still sweet.. thats never changed.. i dont think i could ever change! its not possible for me to change that i am and always be sweet.. i hope at least.. maybe a little devilish sometimes.. and i dont mind.. hehehe... but i will always be sweet.. and with an easy disposition usually... ok not all the time.. but easy enough... except maybe when im stressed.. ok.. well i dont know... ive got alot on my mind.. gots to go.. ill be back to write more later!