my descsion

Its alright its just my pride
It hurts inside
And I can't fix it
I can't make it better

The blows you dealt
No fault of your own
All my fault
it hurts deep inside
It won't go away
It lingers like a bad taste

Oh just to make it go away
Now I've got no choice
Holed up inside
Through a choice of my own
But not really
Quiet and shy
Drawn inward
Holed up so deep these feelings go
My heart hurts right now.. It just won't let go
I've been here before
But this was the final blow
I did my part
I played the roll
I was stabbed in my back and
I didn't even know
The choice to choose is one that I have to.. I have no choice really
Quiet and shy I will be..
Reverting back
Drawn back in
No choice left
I tried to be myself
It didn't work
I wont try again
Better to be safe
Then let ur heart bleed
Better to be nothing
Then to be broken again
I won't say a word
Ill keep them inline
When they talk to me
Ill quietly answer
Shy and reserved
They won't know what happened
They won't have a choice
They'll deal I suppose
Its hurts so bad..
I chose this road.. Now I choose another
Where its peaceful and quiet
My light will not shine
How can I let it
Its been put out
No way to retrieve it
So here I go now.. Ill be an angel
Ill do as they ask
With a yes sir a yes mam
No they won't know what hit them
I'm starting over now
A quiet reprieve
From all the fire
I'm through now..
Its over
Done
No more to go
I'm through I'm finished
My pride out the window
And me... well who really cares anyways
Off I go now
Its going to be a long day