lifes a mess

So even though no one would really consider my life a mess... I do.. Its a disaster! Ok for me at least.. I act really well like everythings fine and good and that I'm not at all stressed.. I've learned to put aside how I am feeling deep down so that I can have a life ya know.. But really it some times is like it wants to come out so much but I won't let it because I've got to be able to remain a whole person u know not just little pieces of me... moving on I've got to work tonight no use dwelling over my own reklessness
Ok so I've been working out and will continue to do so but my eating need to follow I have lost not one poud! How the heck is that possible two plus weeks and nothing??? I think I really need to change my eating for it to work.. I'm determind to do so I have to! Its really not an option I've been getting sick lately internally my stomach at least and it comes out well mush! Its not good and does not feel good! Ok well I will be back! Work soon again!