Alright I'm done... ok I'm not done, but I'm putting and end to it! I will not be so down anymore.. Ok its hard not to be when u want to cry! But I'm picking myself up! I won't let a bad day get to me or someone throw me off line.. Ok I might but I won't stay down for long! I need to work on how I feel emotionally I think that's the key. My emotional thoughts and feeling, I mean I know how I'm feeling, I need to find a way to deal with the ups and down I go through... like today I was at work, and it was a long day! It has been a really long three days saturday sunday and today monday we had a sale and the kids are screaming my manager is going quietly crazy, and I am super stressed out! Only because I leave for NY soon and I have no laundry done and right now I am so worn out its 630 pm and I'm in bed taking a nap before I do laundry I leave thursday morning I must be insane I am officially anywya son my last break I just started to cry cause the people and the stress and my manager and oiy vey! It was a super yucky day to work! I'm so glad I am home now! Anyways ya I'm done though back to sleep now!