a day :(

I very well may be fired.. And I just have to learn to except that as that's how it will be and there is nothing I can do to stop that from happening... there is a lot boiling around right now.. And my head is practically spiining... and right now I'd rather almost die then face an angry manager.... or my mom or dad or brother... any family I want to crawl up in a whole and just slip away... maybe everything would be better without me.. And my body would not feel so much pain.. Just maybe