So I haven't been able to sleep in days... well not like actually not sleep but not sleep as much as I should.. I woke up today at 230... I checked some messege for the org... and then chatted a bit.. And now though I'm tired I'm staring off into space.. I don't know what to say... I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I haven't spoken with my Master in a few days.. But I know why I haven't.. And I know I shouldn't worry so much he is an adult he can take care of himself.....but I can't help myself I do worry.. I'm a little less worried now chatting with friends has helped and a convo I had this morning helped tremendously... so that still doesn't explain my lack of sleep... maybe its to much stress.. U know everday life stuff.. Its getting to me and I'm experiencing sleepless nights because of it... I honestly don't know... I think I might take today to just rest.. Honestly I'm worn out and I don't have a good enough reason why.. Except not sleep well and dreaming to much... and some stress. Well anyways.. I think I will try and sleep again now.... maybe I will be able too!