Saturday, September 6, 2008

Have u ever felt like ur anger is just to the bursting point... its like right there on the edge of blowing your top... that's where I'm sitting at.. Tonight on the way home.. I thought about all the way I could possibly get into a car accident.. Could o a slide and maybe a topple.. Or maybe I could crash into a pole.... then maybe throw something my phone... the lights in the house.. Throw everything.. And just explode.. Just go off... that's how I feel I could throw something break windows.. Go to town just loose it... literally I've never felt it so strong before.. Just the urge to get in a car accident jump out of a window.. Slam a door.. Slam a phone.. Break a phone... just completley loose it.. Cause I'm at that edge where its one thing and it will be over the top.....

Teetering on the edge
A very find delicate edge indeed

Teeter totter
Back and forth

one sides safe somewhere to go
The other not so pretty

Its dangerous down below

On the edge
A very fine delicate edge

A shake of the head
On sneeze of the nose

Its enough to set me over
To who ever knows

To send me over the edge
Toplling right over

This pain is to much for me to bear
I can't take it much longer

Its the final straw
I'm falling over the edge

And I just don't care..

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