I have officially yesterday started being a pee slut. My Master controls how I pee. Yesterday I was to pee on my hand. Today my first pee was to be peed on my hand and then licked up. The rest of the day I am to pee in a bowl.

These are new area to me. I don't usually pee and then taste my pee.but I did this morning. It tasted a little sweetish but not really... and it smelled awful. I did not like the taste nor the secent. But I liked it up as was required then promptly washed my hands... I am deffinetley not a fan of dirty hands! Anyways we'll see how the rest of the day turns out....

Oh yes and I must not forget... I need to carry a diaper in my purse with me at all times. I'm a bit embarrased by this and deffintley afraid if anyone will find out.. Hopefully not! But I might be randomly told to go and put my diaper on...mmm not sure how I feel about that.. Its an interesting step....

And now also on to a lesson in pain. For an hour today I am to have pegs on my nipples for 5 minutes and off for 10 minutes. When I have the pegs on I am to edge but I am under any circumstances not allowed to cum unless permission is given... ok well there is our new step forward.. What were trying out... I am happy to be doing this for my Master....and that my best will please him....

I'm soo pissed off right now.. I can't even stand it.. I was just fine but the minute mister know it all snaps his fingers I automatically have to fallow..I say screw him... then I get in trouble I've been verbally abused all day and made fun of and laughed at.. All day long.. Thanks to my ***ahdjshd brother.... good for nothing.... I'm so furious right now...I'm going to be sick if I'm not careful... crying to much and stuff... I'm so done... so done right now....

A Story to pleasure my Master

You graciously invited me on a week trip to a boat on lake michigan. I accepted gratefully I needed to get away, and you offered me a perfect opurtunity. I didn't know what was going to happen when we got up there but I figured you had it all planned out. You sent me an email the night before.

Dear slut,

You will be properly prepared to travel by me. You do not need to do a thing. Don't worry this is a stress free week for both you and I and I only want you to enjoy yourself. You may use the restroom when you get up but then its straight back to bed. I will use my key to come in. Just relax. Have a wonderfull evening see you tomorrow.

Love,

Master

I thought ohh well fun! You do know how to pamper me. I couldn't wait...

That night I didn't think I'd ever get to sleep but honestly it was the best sleep I had in ages. When I woke up I did indeed have to go to the bathroom. I followed your directions and made sure I only went to the bathroom and straight back to bed. I then promptly fell back asleep.

When I woke again it was to you stroking my hair very gentley. You were whispering come on my angel wake up its near noon and we need to get you ready for this week trip.

You pick me up in your arms and take me to the bathroom. You tell me this week you will follow all my directions your to be under my tottal control. Do you understand pet?"

"Yes Master I understand"

You then begin to undress me slowly touching my body with your fingers turning me on. Finally you dive a finger in my pussy and look at me with a big grin as I smile at you. "A bit horny this morning slut?" "yes Master... mmmm" you slowly work me up till I'm flushed and you stop I go to say something and u stick ur finger in my mouth and I automatically suck on it. You begin to talk to me working your finger in my pussy and then back to my mouth where I suck on it like a pacifier. You slowly rub your hand up and down my back and say"a few rules, you will not talk unless I give permission to talk. You will obey all orders and do what I ask of you. You will not touch yourself unless I give permission. Do you understand slut"my simple reply as always is "yes Master.""that's my girl. Now lets get you into the bath tub and get a shower going." You quickly undress and lift me up and set me in the tub and shut the doors when you walk in. You fix the water to just the appropriate tempeture and pull me under the water and give me a deep passionate kiss. You then turn me around and get my body and hair wet. You then set me on the seat that is built in and begin to wash my body as I sit there and blush as you run ur hands over my flesh. And use soap to massage my body while u wash me.

A Story to pleasure my Master

You graciously invited me on a week trip to a boat on lake michigan. I accepted gratefully I needed to get away, and you offered me a perfect opurtunity. I didn't know what was going to happen when we got up there but I figured you had it all planned out. You sent me an email the night before.

Dear slut,

You will be properly prepared to travel by me. You do not need to do a thing. Don't worry this is a stress free week for both you and I and I only want you to enjoy yourself. You may use the restroom when you get up but then its straight back to bed. I will use my key to come in. Just relax. Have a wonderfull evening see you tomorrow.

Love,

Master

I thought ohh well fun! You do know how to pamper me. I couldn't wait...

That night I didn't think I'd ever get to sleep but honestly it was the best sleep I had in ages. When I woke up I did indeed have to go to the bathroom. I followed your directions and made sure I only went to the bathroom and straight back to bed. I then promptly fell back asleep.

When I woke again it was to you stroking my hair very gentley. You were whispering come on my angel wake up its near noon and we need to get you ready for this week trip.

You pick me up in your arms and take me to the bathroom. You tell me this week you will follow all my directions your to be under my tottal control. Do you understand pet?"

"Yes Master I understand"

You then begin to undress me slowly touching my body with your fingers turning me on. Finally you dive a finger in my pussy and look at me with a big grin as I smile at you. "A bit horny this morning slut?" "yes Master... mmmm" you slowly work me up till I'm flushed and you stop I go to say something and u stick ur finger in my mouth and I automatically suck on it. You begin to talk to me working your finger in my pussy and then back to my mouth where I suck on it like a pacifier. You slowly rub your hand up and down my back and say"a few rules, you will not talk unless I give permission to talk. You will obey all orders and do what I ask of you. You will not touch yourself unless I give permission. Do you understand slut"my simple reply as always is "yes Master.""that's my girl. Now lets get you into the bath tub and get a shower going." You quickly undress and lift me up and set me in the tub and shut the doors when you walk in. You fix the water to just the appropriate tempeture and pull me under the water and give me a deep passionate kiss. You then turn me around and get my body and hair wet. You then set me on the seat that is built in and begin to wash my body as I sit there and blush as you run ur hands over my flesh. And use soap to massage my body while u wash me.

Its a new day... sigh.... I didn't sleep well at all... and I'm so very tired... and emotionally on edge still! I can't believe it! Still yes I know! I'm a disaster and I know it! My body hurts from lifting catologs yesterday.. Oh my legs hurt so bad every inch of them.. And it doesn't help that I feel like I'm going to puke.. But maybe that would help! I sure as hell wish I knew! I do know that I have to surivive this trip somehow and hopefully my side kick will provide that survival for me... sometimes you need help to survive from insanity don't get me wrong I love my grandma and my grandpa dearly... however they are hard people to love because they not as emotional as I am and they don't understand that its important to talk to people about something other then there trip sacross the world.. Like how's life going.. Ur garden how about church... grandpa how's ur bikes how do they ride.. Been on any rides latley.. Etc.. Yes I ask all these questions.. And then they love to complain.. And be uptight.. Its so annoying....... its for sure not what I wish they were.. I wish they could justbe yunderstanding and loving... and then they wouldn't be them I guess.. I do love them I do... I just don't get along well with them... words hurt especially when said how she says them and so d my step moms words.. I don't want to hear it.. So don't tell me.. Can't everyone just get along.. In a nice polite setting! Jeez is it soooo hard to just be nice for awhile.. Oh I have no doubt she thinks she's being polite.. By giving me a backhanded compliment.. It doesn't work that way for me! I don't like backhanded compliments I rather not be complimented at all.. Keep you thoughts to yourself... that's what I think.. I'm sorry I'm so undecided about this trip... I can't breathe right now.. I need space.. So I can just be me! Room to brethe air that clenses and restores for once! If only I had the time I would! Sorry to any that read this... I haven't bee myself in ages not that I know who that is anymore I suspect she's somewhere where there are no stresses and life is good.. Ill be that person again one day.. Once I get past whatever this is... and I will I have no doubt of that! It'll be back to happy me! Anyways ill probably be back later... that's not for sure.. Bright spot in day.f mom very graciously and mom like paid to let me download 20 songs on my ipod! That was fun!

Ok well you know when you just ready to explode... and things are just eating at you.. And you just can't help but cry and u just breaking down over stupid things... well me and my family just got in a huge fight... and so I just went walking to cool down.. It didn't help I just need to go somewhere else and cry.. Ya know sit on a bench and cry my heart out till I'm done until its all out and I can't cry no more because its getting to be to much! Honestly I nearly cried when my manager was talking to me about something really stupid that happened.. And I needed to make sure it didn't happen again and I was nearly crying!! Even I was like why the heck am I crying.. Well I know why I'm crying.. Just I shouldn't get upset.. And of course my mom is like what's wrong... somethings wrong and ur notsaying anything... and I'm like well why would I its not ur problems.. Its mine and I'm not going to add my to urs there mine to take care of not yours.. Which sucks cause its all pretty much finacial stuff which I can't really take care of on my own at this point well I can I just have to keep putting stuff like bills on the back burner till I can pay them... which I don't know how I'm going to finish paying them off if I have everything else to pay off.. And this trip is not helping.. Just stress after stress is adding up and I can't help but cry.. Because its all I can take not to cry... I know this is alll randome stuff.. Just chatter.. But seriously... sometimes.. When I feel like I can't take it anymore I feel like I'd rather not take it anymore... it gets to that point where I'd rather end it all then rather take another step... its hard to explain exactly what goes through my mind... but that thought gets through just fine... and sometimes its enticing like it lingers.. Its never happened though when I was a teenager I tried.. Half hearted attempts though.. Nothing serious.. And right now I'm too level headed to do that or even attempt it.. A wuss most likely.. I don't enjoy pain or any thought of it.. And I have a great fear of heights and I know to attempts of by friends that just ended up in pain... how I want to die... in my sleep.. Very quietly with my husband holding my hand or someone I love with me... anyways.. That's just thoughts that crossed my mind tonight... I'm sorry Master I will post this on the Org as well I will have to do that task when I get back from my trip... all will be well in the morning light... I hope whoever reads this that your week is going well and that ur smiling... :) one thing that God created that I absolutely with out a doubt love is a smile a really big enviting smile... u don't know what a smile can do for someone it can warm a persons day right up.. Or it can even make someone smile right back! So give someone a smile... and remember to smile for yourself.. And maybe think of something secret and naughty.. And have a great week!

my week just a part of it.. and lessons leanred

Hmm to sum my week in 15 minutes would be impossible so I'm just jotting down my thought.. Work well I don't like work.. Not working but where I work.. I don't like it... I can't make it better so I've been trying to just go with the flow of it... I just can't do anything right.. Sigh moving on.. I did procrastinate a bit with NickX task on display but I got it done! And did the erotic story that was good.. I like doing that!I did 13 cums for my Master.. That was interesting and fun... got some good cums in.. Oo and the last one was by far the best... I learned this week that bladder infections arnt fun... that going to the doctors is vital to my health... I leanred that I need a physical.. And that blood tests will be required.... I also learned that my brother can be nice... I learned that I can ignore him if I so choose but hat I can be nice to him even if he is not to me.. I learned that having a clean car and bedroom.. Which neither is currently is something I want and need to work towards.. Because it makes me happpy.. I learned that I have a lot on my mind.. I learned I cry easy.. But I also laugh easy.. I leanred that I love knowing more about myself.. I learned that talking dirty is hard for me.. And that I'm more inclined to talk sweetly... I learned that despite the fact wheather I have tons of friends or none at all that I do have people who really love me.. I learned that life is not always what we want it to be but what we make it to be.. Oh and one more vital important lesson.. When u need to take ur medicine.. First eat.. And secondly don't finish ur drink and then take ur medicine it won't work!!! Ok on to work now!

my next objective.. 13 objects.. mmmm

Master Michael is in red.. and then i am just me.. in black...

well then we will need to imporvise

countrygl_21

ok

so when do you leave

countrygl_21

i leave very early thrusday morning

ok

and will you ve back

or are you dumping me

countrygl_21

i am not and would not dump you!!

lol

kiss I know

countrygl_21

i will be back monday night probably..

ok

kiss

so what works for you

countrygl_21

or wait

sunday night

i dont know..

umm i will always be on my side kick

if your want to talk to me.. or if you are on

ok so the nights you are not, so it may take 17 days then

but still thirteen objects

countrygl_21

mm ok

you may not cum

report everyday if you can on your now updated blog, I will look

countrygl_21

ok i can do that

so let me see, when you can you will find 13 insertable objects, masturbate with them to edge and report

countrygl_21

ok

I will decide when and where you can have your next O

countrygl_21

yes Master

you may be surprised

I do want my cum slut to cum, but then a little longing is good too

countrygl_21

ohhh yes that is treu

true

a quick text will definatelhy earn us points

My 13th Cum For Master

Here is my 13th cum for the record books.

ashley: Yes Master
ashley: Would u like me on the bed or the floor?
Master Michael: That does have some relations to the position I told you about, that you are still to report about
Master Michael: smile, your choice my love, I can take you either way
ashley: Oh yes the slavers kiss
ashley: I practiced this morning
Master Michael: smile yes
Master Michael: kiss
ashley: On the bed if u don't mind
Master Michael: love you now cum for me
ashley: Yes Master
Master Michael: tell me what you are doing and I will add a lot
ashley: I have a sheet ready to catch my ssquirt and my vibe placed under me
ashley: And I'm going to rub a little lube on my clit
ashley: That will make it tingle a little
Master Michael: oh please do, you know how moist I like your
Master Michael: cunt to be
ashley: And I took off my shirt so I am now naked for you
Master Michael: Kiss oh I can now reach in front and squeeze your nipples, tweeking them in my grasp
Master Michael: I squeeze very hard
Master Michael: you wince
ashley: I put a pillow under the sheet so I can more easily have the vibe against my clit
ashley: And can hump it like a dog if u should like me to
Master Michael: you will soon have my hand in you
Master Michael: to the wrist
ashley: Mmm
Master Michael: can you take it my love, are you ready? get it nice and wet for me, my cock will soon follow
ashley: I'm rubbing my clit back and forth on my clit now
ashley: Ohhh
ashley: Ohh
ashley: Yeeess
ashley: Mmmmmmmmm
Master Michael: yes I see you, rubbing nad your hips are bucking wanting something
ashley: Ohh yess!!
Master Michael: I take my hand and take over the rubbing
ashley: Pleassee
ashley: Ohhhh
ashley: Mmm
Master Michael: I am afraid I am rubbing you raw
ashley: Pleeasseee ohh
ashley: Mmmmmm
Master Michael: one finger sneaks in to you
Master Michael: I thrust deep and hard
ashley: Oooooooo
Master Michael: faster and faster, then I add another digit
Master Michael: you are so wet my love
ashley: Ooooohh
ashley: Yess
Master Michael: my hand is bathed in your juices
Master Michael: another finger that makes three
ashley: Ohh yess
ashley: Oooo
Master Michael: thrusting deep feeling you deep inside, all the little curves you offer me
ashley: My body open for u
Master Michael: I feel a nubbly thing
ashley: Ooooo
ashley: Yeess
Master Michael: I rub it, is that the spot my love
ashley: Oooo
ashley: Mmmm
Master Michael: I cant help myself four fingers
ashley: Pleease!!!!!!
Master Michael: deep and hard as I thrust my hand almost my fist into your dripping pussy
ashley: Mmmmm
Master Michael: My thumb finds a home once again deep in your ass
ashley: Ooo pleease
ashley: Mmmmm
Master Michael: You are at my finger tips like a boweling ball
ashley: Please!!
Master Michael: I jam and rotate my hand
ashley: I caqnt hold it innnn
ashley: Pleasse
Master Michael: your cries of more
ashley: Pllleleeassee
ashley: Omg
Master Michael: I take my hand out and jam my hard cock in your pussy, to the hilt, you warmth envelopes me
ashley: Oooo
ashley: Ooooooo
Master Michael: I keep my thumb in your ass as I stoke in and out
ashley: Pleeease
ashley: Ooh yessss
Master Michael: now that my hand is free I jam two fingers in your rosebud, now three as I fuck you like there was no tomorrow
ashley: Oooo
ashley: Yesss
Master Michael: I thrust, and you buck back into my cock, it makes a squishing splashing sound
ashley: Ppppleeeeasse Master
Master Michael: faster and faster you through yourslef into me, how much more I can take I do not know
Master Michael: my 4 fingers plung in and out of your ass in unison to my needy cock
Master Michael: pump, pump I do
ashley: Oooo
Master Michael: OMG I am ready to cum my slut
ashley: Please
Master Michael: take me deep, squeeze me tight as I do, try to break my cock in two
ashley: Yes Master
ashley: I need to cumm
Master Michael: thursting so very hard,
Master Michael: cum my love cum with me
ashley: Plleeease
Master Michael: arrgggg cum I am holding out for you
ashley: Ooooooo
ashley: Yeess
ashley: Cumm yes cumming
Master Michael: one final thrust, I push hard as deep as I can go, every milimeter of my cock is in you and I have more than four fingers in your longing ass
Master Michael: I hold you tight
Master Michael: as we catch out breathe
ashley: Ooo yesss...
Master Michael: OMG I say to myself, thank you for sharing that part of you with me
Master Michael: I whisper that into your ear
ashley: Thankyou Master,
ashley: Oomg thatw
ashley: Was amazing
Master Michael: I kiss your panting mouth and we exchange a breath or two
Master Michael: We hold each other tight like there is no tomorrow, we did not fuck, we made love
Master Michael: Kiss Thank you
ashley: Holding close to each other
ashley: Kiss thankyou soo much
Master Michael: Kiss so you made the 13
ashley: I made the 13
ashley: U
ashley: U made the thirteen
ashley: I couldn't have done it without u
Master Michael: smile kiss
Master Michael: yes you could have and do you see the time,
ashley: Mmm
Master Michael: exactly
ashley: My clit is still throbbing
Master Michael: smile you did so good, I am impressed
ashley: Yes I do
Master Michael: High noon on your end
ashley: Yes
Master Michael: ok let me know when you are recoverd
ashley: Mmmm if I don't move again it will be too soon
Master Michael: it may take me a few too
ashley: Ok
ashley: Give me a minute or two
Master Michael: yes kiss as I hold you
Master Michael: my cum slut did so well
ashley: Thankyou Master
Master Michael: Tell me right now what you are thinking and how it felt
ashley: It felt amazing.. I did not think I could hold off but I did and it felt so goood
ashley: I had to force it out
ashley: But that was ok
ashley: I feel so week
ashley: Weak
ashley: So wonderously loved and satisfied
Master Michael: Kiss

my mantra if approved

My body open, Every inch of me exposed just for you. Please take me and use me as you please I am yours to use.

Master may I please Orgasm and cum for you. Please I need to my body needs your pleasure wants your cock so bad. Your cum slut craves to cum and craves your cock in her cunt and is so horny she will do anything to cum for you.... please grant your cum slut her wish... please let her cum with you and for you.... pleeassee.. Ohh please let me have ur cock...and be able to taste your jusices on her face... please let me cum.... I'm just a horny cum slut who needs and craves to cum.

My begging posted for you Master

Omg my hip hurts sooo bad! I think I'm going to scream.. But no that's not a good idea.. I think ill keep its low.. Yes and scream later! Well see I think its the medicine the doctor put me on its cleaning out everything.. Or so she says.. And I keep havening to go to the restroom.. And dang it it hurts! And its no fun.. I don't have time for this if ya know what I mean and I'm not really in the mood either.. It makes my stomach cramp.. And I get very irritated when that happens.. Anyways and I have a task from Master.. To cum 12 times before noon on saturday.. Question is .. Can I come if I am feeling so crappy!

ok I'm seriosuly wondering if there is something wrong.. Last night ya I was doing some thinking.. I do do that from time to time... but anyways today I haven't done anything but watch tv and sleep and read... I work later on.. But really crying at the olympics.. Or at a story.. Or at a comercial u saw.. Come on now! Can't possibly be my period I just finished it! How can I have such an emotional period right now for no reason.. All the sudden a girl is getting her gold medal and I start tearing up! I keep saying to myself get ahold of yourself snap out of it.. But these tears won't go away! It so annoying! Oh well time to go to work soon! And I need to be tough! So ill be back..later!

mostly chatter....

Have u ever felt like ur being a pain in the butt... that u bother people to much and that u really ought to leave them alone but u don't really have any contact with people outside of work... and that u just want to talk about anything.. For goodness sakes the weather... or something.. But damit I'm not interesting.. I haven't got a thing that's worth while to say so why say it right.. But I say hi to everyone once inawhile.. And some more then most.... but really if they wanted to talk to me I guess they'd come to me.. Everytime I I.M someone or pm someone or call someone or text someone I think ooo but what if I'm bothering them.... obviously I.M is easier to deal with because the person can simply say there busy or something and can't talk. Emailing is harder cause its not exactly easy to write about something in which there is no direct back and forth emailing.. Talking to someone over the phone.. Ohh even harder because u have randome ackward silences.. And just don't know what to say.. I have the same problem talking to my dad... I feel like I have to keep talking so I ramble on.. And if I don't we have these really long ackward silences.. That just bugs the heck out of me... honestly its so much easier to just get lost in the world of reading books. Perferably ones I enjoy immensley good old romantic books where the guy gets the girl and they fall in love.. Books yes these ones are simply predictable.. And easy to read.... and easy to just loose yourself in.. I haven't got to worry about what I'm going to say next or do next.. I can simply loose myself in the book and the nonreality of it all.. That nothing really matter at all anymore...in fact if there was a job where I read for 8 hours a day a book to read.. I would do it because I love reading so much and getting lost in the book.. Its like stepping into another world... where my past present and futures do not matter only matters is the words on the page and what they say.. Blissful non reality where worries don't exist ya know what I mean.. Ok well this is pretty all much chatter... got a lot on my mind.. And I'm just a bit tired.. Sigh... its going to be a long week... and I can already feel those damned tears comming up...

days at the docs..

well..... ok i dont have much to say besides.. i wanna stop hurting... i think i have a bladder infection and i went to the drs today to check it out.. and it hurts sooo bad.. ok not sooo bad but bad enough.. and she put me on some medicine just incase i do have an infection and she wants me to get a physical done havent had one of those in awhile and well thats why she wants me to get one.. and so i will..b ut im not looking forward to it at all!! i do not like needles.. despite the fact that i like to play with them.. lol.. anyways.. my body hurt.. im going swiming tonight.. i dont know why. well i do because i need to work out without the physical stress of working out so swimming is a good compromise.. anyways.. thats my day.. and yet theres so much to it. but i need to go clean my leaving roo now.. the dog has made an absolute mess of it!!! off i go have a great week one and all!

this weeks stuff

This has been a long week for me my period came, my car got in a wreck... had a meeting ar work was kinda serious.. Ok was real serious.. We have new people starting tuesday... I have a new Master.. And that's exciting.. I'm hopeing it will expand and grow.. Each of us... this puts a change on my relationship with Him my Master.. My Sir my Love.... a spin a twist.. Its interesting and I can't wait to see where it leads us both... I want to grow in this relationship to try new things... to really trust and give and be open.. As I know he is and always have been I just want it to always continue that way.. I know this will be a learning experience for me.. A great big one... well see what happens.. I just wanna roll with it as it comes.. I'm going to try my best not to be to worried about things though I do so easily..... I can't wait to start and take another step... one at a time... to u my love.. One at a time and well see where it leads us.......... I'm also doin nick x task on display those are very intimate questions though I haven't been able to finish them just yet I'm working on it.. And that will see a little bit more of me.. Blush.. Smile.. Kiss ok well enough for now.. Got to get into work soon!

wow changes

wow changes.. big changes.. friend.. love.. and Master.. hmm yes interesting changes indeed..

Postions

positions to learn.. and practice..

Enemas

I will try

My week so far has been bloody hell!I started out on a marvelous note with creditors.. Yes creditors.. Bills I had forgotten.. No not on purpose just did so I started to pay them..and ya know what one thing I hate more then bills..is late bills that are my own damned fault when I have almost no money in the bank.and another thing I hate is having to ask for freaking finacial help just to make it through the month.. Or to go on vacation.. Because its a wedding.. A cousins.. I cannot miss it.. There my family of course ill be there.... but I had to ask for help nearly killed me.. But I did.. Actually it was offered in order to save me from asiking my grandparents which I do not like to do... anyways long story yada yada yada... and just yesterday or no day before I got in an auto accident.. Minor front fender bender not my fault... damn drivers do not hesitate when u make a descison stick with it! Jeez! Anyways I'm so tired.. I think ill go to bed and try and sleep! Oh and mother nature is visiting.. That just caps the week! Grrrr!!!!!!!!

oh so sick..

Well.. I don't know how I got to be the lucky one to get sick.. But I am... and I am possibly the worst sick person in the world! I mean attitude wise... just ignore any rude comments... I'm really not mean I swear it... my brother told me I had a bad attitude yesterday... well let me tell you something... you woke me out of a glorious nap to find something out and it was one of the few hours I've had to sleep in this last day... hell ya I'm going to be grumpy... I can't sleep.. For the life of me... I took stuff.. Ya know cold stuff.. That is ighttime that should make me and usually does fairly tired.. But still I cannot sleep... and I'm telling you me not sleeping is not good...I just want to be better.. On top of not sleeping I have to clean my room today... but I can't clean my room if I'm still all stuffed up and have a headache... everytime I bend over I see stars.. That is not ideal health to be in to clean my room... and my moms comming home.... and I have to clean up her room and do her sheets and stuff so she won't get sick because I've been staying in her room.. While mine is under contruction!!!! Be careful in my room hard hat area for sure.. And tripping hazard! Anyways..... ya and I'm not feel good.. It just doesn't boad well for the upcomming week in which I don't have till next friday off.. So I called out thursday have friday off go back to work saturday don't have till friday off.. If u followed that... anyways its going to be a long week! And I'm going to try and sleep now!