you know the great thing about this account is that i can write on it whenver i feel like it..  kinda dont right now.. but maybe i do... i had a strong epiphany today about my life.. it was interesting to me because it came while i was cleaning! hahah and its kinda funny because well... i dont ever clean and when i start seriously cleaning.. i brighten up a bit.. heheh! anyways im super tired been working out on my wii doing some yoga and stuff trying to bring my weight down but not only that.. just to feel better to ya know.. its important to me to do this.. hopefully im so sore tonight i might actually sleep.. havent been doing alot of that htese days and i miss it! terribly so! hahah anyways.. i got a job.. should start tuesday .. its a temp to hire.. im excited.. maybe not as excited as i should be .. but its a job right and im really afraid that i might screw up.. oh and i had another ahh haa moment watching ... hes just not into you... ya im that girl.. whos like.. omg he is soo into me.. and then he never calls..and you dont know what to do so you can and leave a stupid message  on his phone or a text or email... and you sit and wait for said email or text.. and it never comes and you get horribly dissapointed.. well.. guys im going to try to stop that! fine your not into me i get it. i give up then! some guy will just have to find me.. im sure i could be a great girl to be with een if im not all stick skinny and stuff!!!  and even if i cant type so well and im not perfect! anyways.. ya i think im going to go read now till im super tired!